Today, just for a sunset,
I choose to sleep.
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I hear the sound of emptiness,
Winds blowing round a funnel,
I smell the scent of comfort,
That droops my eyes, I wonder,
Have I suffered at all?
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I’ve seen blood mix with water,
Whirls of vermilion.
Felt goosebumps on my skin,
Screams that sprout out.
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This a’int poetry.
If I were a bard,
I would pluck petals from words,
Paint fables of childhood,
Not lonesome deaths.
Perhaps this a’int death,
But grief’s funeral.
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Perhaps I am the source,
Perhaps I sink within.
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Does life exist only till I breathe?
Perhaps I should die and see.
Stealthily creep back into the game,
Pretend I never lost.
Perhaps I never lost.
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Don’t tell this tale by the fireplace.
It will not roast the corns.
Whisper it to a new born,
He won’t shun hope nonetheless.
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Someone needs to hear it,
Yet not squirm in disbelief,
Yet not say he suffered more, nor equal,
Yet not less and mock a cruel God.
Yet smile and fill the barren,
With nectar they can’t produce.
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Yes, whisper it to a new born,
They only love, not lose.
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